Assalamualaikum to all (whoever read this)
Another 1 months and whatever days left of my holiday before I start my practicum... and mind you I already got a cold feet (well is not like I'm going to get marry, duh).. Well, truth to be told, I've been toying with the idea of quiting however considering the amount of money that I got to pay (and my family is not a millionaire) which nearly RM 1K, I guess life must go on.
Back to the story, from my observation, I think they might be some flaw in my training... well it goes like this:
1) I don't think that the stuff that I learn during the past 5 years and a half will help me much during the practicum since it is all about theory and such... (duh!)
2) And as far as I concerned, the last 4 months that my sisters (yoohoo girls) and I going to have next yeas will probably give more impact to ourselves and our outlook toward out profession than any other months that we have during our six-years of study (kind of ironic, isn't it?)
I already got this jitter but all my friend seems to be on the cool side (come on guys, so some pity on me) I don't know what to do, or what to say. Though everyone around me say that it is a normal things (my mom said: What are you getting afraid of??? Everyone is going to face the same thing..), can't you at least boost my confidence???
When I asked my Little bro' on how they treat the new teacher, he only say that he treat them like they usually do, however from the glint in his eyes I know that they kind of bullied the practicum's teacher... urgh!!!!!
Anyway let's leave that for now.. I hope time and gut will help me in finishing what I meant to do...
P/s: Right now I'm still debating on going to Husna's wedding.. Any Poll????
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